Well I didn't get what I wanted. And I wanted it really bad. For months I've been trying to prep myself for this outcome, but it didn't matter. All the self talk & mental preparations didn't ease the blow. Because truthfully I felt good about it. I honestly believed in my gut that I was going to get in. I thought it would fall into place for me & that I would get what I wanted.
So now, I'm feeling pretty down. I'm trying to stay positive. Things will work out. Obviously the Lord has a different plan for me than what I wanted. He knows what I need is more important than what I want. The only problem is that I am having a hard time getting in tuned with His plan. It would be nice if I could know it cause I'm struggling now.
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