Thursday, February 24, 2011
The Butterflies
Today was a day of butterflies for me. You know, the feeling you get in your stomach when something scary or exciting is about to happen.It's a fluttery & somewhat anxious feeling. What's interesting is that I don't know what that scary or exciting thing is. I really don't. Nothing that I'm aware of is going to happen to me or change in the next day or so. I'm not even stressing about life or if I get accepted to my Grad Program. In fact I feel completely at peace with my life right now. And yet that anxious feeling has chosen to reside with me all day. I couldn't shake it. I wonder if I'm missing something. Am I forgetting something? Maybe I need to do something? It seriously bothers me that I cannot figure it out. Shouldn't I only experience the anxious feeling if there's something worth being anxious over? Or at least be aware of what I feel anxious about? Seems like a fair thing to want. I wonder if this butterfly feeling for no reason is common for other people too or if I am one of the few who experience it. Hmmm. I guess I just need to deal with it and maybe I'll be enlightened eventually on to why I feel so anxious. It would be nice to know.
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